Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Runner, or Not??

Yes, I know.  I will still recap the marathon, but I needed to post this first.

Before I ran the second marathon I was having a huge identity crisis.  Am I actually a runner?  When do I get to say I'm a runner?  How do I know when I get to call myself that?  Is there a committee that decides?  What if I say I'm a runner then someone says I'm not???  Are all people who run, runners?  Is there a super secret, Harry Potter like, owl that lets me know??

I found this, and everything cleared right on up for me:

I AM A RUNNER

I AM A RUNNER because my runs have names. I do tempo runs and threshold runs and fartlek runs. I do long, slow runs and track workouts. My runs are defined, even if my abs are not.

I AM A RUNNER because my shoes are training equipment, not a fashion statement. The best shoe for me is the one that makes me a better runner. I choose the shoe that goes with my running mechanics, not my running outfit.

I AM A RUNNER because I don't have running outfits. I have technical shirts and shorts and socks. I have apparel that enhances the experience of running by allowing me to run comfortably. I can say "Coolmax" and "Gore-Tex" in the same sentence and know which does what.

I AM A RUNNER because I know what effort feels like, and I embrace it. I know when I'm pushing the limits of my comfort and why I'm doing it. I know that heavy breathing and an accelerated heart rate--things I once avoided--are necessary if I want to be a better runner.

I AM A RUNNER because I value and respect my body. It will whisper to me when I've done too much. And if I choose to listen to that whisper, my body won't have to scream in pain later on.

I AM A RUNNER because I am willing to lay it all on the line. I know that every finish line has the potential to lift my spirits to new highs or devastate me, yet I line up anyway.

I AM A RUNNER because I know that despite my best efforts, I will always want more from myself. I will always want to know my limits so that I can exceed them.

I AM A RUNNER because I run. Not because I run fast. Not because I run far.

I AM A RUNNER because I say I am. And no one can tell me I'm not.

- John Bingham

... and that, ladies and gents, has answered all my questions.  I am a runner, and I run.

lace up, double knots, high fives - on our way!!

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